Then i found you

I live in a place of chaotic control where the lines blur and the reality becomes overexposed hues of past experiences overlaid upon my present views. Striving for understanding of my past and acceptance of the uncertainty that lies in my future while pushing to find the here in the now that shapes my will. I have a become a linguistic threat, a fact firing tool that has performed with the intelligent and shut down the silver tongues that shined to quickly. Learning to find the love and hate in almost everything, seeing the passion, humility, soul, and unknown in myself to the point that I take what I am shown as what is rather than what I wish or want. My power of destruction and defense within the words I have riddled not once considering ruthless ramifications of what has fallen from my lips. Never at a loss, minimum, unwilling, or loss to give a opinion to those who challenge my thought possess of a origin I neither know or understand. I am my words, my worth, my power, my love, my truth.

Then I found you

I forgot what it was like to be listen, forgot what it was like to hear, remembered what it was like to learn, rediscovered what it was like to teach, found the power of expression, felt the exuberance of acceptance, heard the word of truth, touched
what I never knew existed, all without saying word.

You said you adored me, I was touched

You said you thought of me, I thought I was dreaming

You said it was good to hear my voice, I was home

You said you needed to kiss me, I felt your soul


To my own mind…I stopped listening.